Dee
Sometimes when you're
restless a river will ease the fret, absorb your perturbation and sweep
it authoritatively away. Rest assured, debouched into the ocean, it
will add hardly a line of spume to the ceaseless crashing of the waves.
Ceaseless and pointless, pointless and ceaseless, the waves worry, worry,
worry away.
It seems completely
silly, but I sometimes find myself turning to my mackintosh and riding
boots for the very same therapy!
Or perhaps a complimentary
therapy.
They offer me a refuge,
a door to shut against embarrasment or failure or reverse.
So many clothes we have
to wear simply stand us on the catwalk, and make us strut. Not my mackintosh.
Not these lovely boots. Once I have buttoned and strapped and buckled
myself behind them they are a castle, firewall, womb.
So here I come when
the storms of life gust icily, and this is what I wear.
H